Just Because I Held Your Hand Doesn't Mean I Want Your Heart

by Theatres in the Round

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This was my first album after a long hiatus from creating music. It is the result of 7 years of writing, marriage, the birth of my son, and my divorce. It is tinged with anger, but outlined in hope. This is by far my most personal album to date.

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released October 31, 2012

All songs written/recorded by Dennis Azevedo.
Recorded at Rude Studio Recordings, Raleigh, NC

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Theatres in the Round Raleigh, North Carolina

Theatres in the Round was formed in January 2005. From there it was only a matter of months until their debut CD, "Why Should We Wait Any Longer?", was released. Soon after its release, Dennis did not hesitate to begin working on the follow-up. While "Why Should We Wait" focused on his softer side, Dennis really wanted to let out his harder edge. Less than 1 year later "Satiate" was released. ... more

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Track Name: Through Time
Verse 1
I met you by the lake
You said lets take a break
And we, sat in the sand
You asked me whats your name
I said I feel the same
and how, how did you know
when you, first said hello

Verse 2
I said lets take it slow
We’ve got nowhere to go
and we, are still so young
Still time it went so fast
Future became the past
But we, wont’ change a thing
Except you, now wear my ring

Verse 3
Ever since that first day
We said come what may
You, would still be here
Fast forward 6 long years
Through happiness and tears
And you’re, still by my side
Yeah you’re, still by my side
Track Name: So Ya Say
Verse 1:
So ya say you wanna go outside, say ya wanna be mine
Say ya wana have a real good time, time of your life
But all I know is, I’m losing my mind
Trying to get close to you, I’m falling behind

Pre-Chorus:
I tell you to wait, I’m losing my breath
But I can’t stop, this thump in my chest

Chorus:
Hey there girl, won’t you get close to me
You’ve grabbed hold of my heart, can you feel it beat
Hey there girl, whatcha got up your sleeve
Just one more surprise and I’ll never be free

Verse 2:
So ya say you wanna take me home, say you want a free ride
Wanna have a real good time, live on the edge of a knife
But all I know is, I’m losing my mind
Trying to keep up with you, I’m falling behind

Pre-Chorus:
I tell you to wait, I’m holding my breath
But I can’t stop expecting the rest

Chorus:
Hey there girl, won’t you get close to me
You’ve grabbed hold of my heart, can you feel it beat
Hey there girl, whatcha got up your sleeve
Just one more surprise and I’ll never be free
Track Name: Separation
Instrumental
Track Name: Reunited
Verse 1:
Hello, how have you been, how is your life, how are the kin
Hello, haven’t seen you around, it’s been awhile, since you’ve been in this town
Hello, won’tcha sit a spell, do you wanna catch up, there’s so much to tell

Chorus:
And, And it’s been so
Long. Have you settled down moved
On. I can still see your
Face. Still remember how you
Tast. And it was such a
Waste. How we lost our
Place.

Verse 2:
Hello, so glad you’re back, have you thought about me, or have you lost track.
Hello, so glad you’re here, it’s been too long, since we’ve been near.
Hello, do you wanna pick up, wanna keep trying, drink from that cup.
Hello, let’s try this again, I’d always hoped, you’d take my name.

Chorus:
And, and it’s been so
Long. We’ve settled down keep
On. Still love to see your
Face. Feel the warmth of your
Embrace. Flying at such a
Pace. You were worth the
Chase.
Track Name: When I See You
Verse 1:
All the time that I’ve spent
All the lies that I’ve wrent
All the times that I’ve held you close
All the times you felt the worst
All the signs getting clearer
All the rhymes and the meter
Still keep you coming back
Still keep ourselves in tact

Chorus:
When I see you I can’t believe that
When you see me you can conceive it
Is there anyone left who doesn’t feel love

Verse 2:
More’s the shame I can’t be
More with you completely
All the times we’re apart
Counting back to when we start
More’s the shame you can’t see
How I’ll run or fly the scene
At the sound of your call
There can be no stopping us
Track Name: Blind
Verse 1
When I see your face smiling in my way I go blind
When you look my way on a summer day stole my mind


Chorus
And I don't know why
And I don't know why you're mine

Verse 2
I don't know what to say or how to abide my time
When you came to me I just couldn't breathe I would sigh

Verse 3
The thought of being without left no doubt i would die
That sparkle in your eye like flowing tide passed me by

Chorus
And I don't know why
And I don't know why
You just left me here with no reason why
And I don't know why she passed me by
Track Name: Requiem
Verse 1
How long has it been since we first met?
I can’t remember but I can’t forget
The way you held my hand or kissed my cheek
I curse the day that we never meet
Because you came to me from afar
Now I long to be just where you are
Buy you wont let me or come near
You’re living in a distant sphere

Chorus 1
When did we grow so far apart?
When did you give up your heart?
Can we fix it or make it right
Can we ever stop the fight?

Verse 2
I see you now on a sunset street
I look away admit defeat
I let you go in your own way
As my past mistakes just replay
In my shattered skull full of remorse
I never faltered or changed my course
While I still had you wrapped in my arms
Still affected by my charms

Chorus 2
When did we grow so far apart?
When did you give up your heart?
Can we fix it or make it right
Can we ever stop the fight?
We used to know and understand
But now dried up like grains of sand
Our love has gone, disappeared
Just a blink in all our years
Track Name: Haunted
Verse 1
I am haunted by your presence
And I feel your breath on my face
Every hour every minute
I’m reminded of my disgrace
And I know
That there is
No escape

Verse 2
I am haunted by your memory
And all these can’t thoughts can replace
All the months and all the seasons
All the pain I cannot erase
And I know
That there is
No escape
Track Name: Dark Matter
Verse 1
I see what lies inside your heart
I know the end from the start
I see when you are near when you are far
I hear the voice that left these scars

Verse 2
And now the end has finally come
Time to decide who who has won
Darkness has left it’s veil
A great mountain yet to scale
Track Name: Silent Lover
Verse 1
Here I lie now fast asleep
Dreaming what I cannot keep
Held to long I held too fast
Missing your life in my past
Dream of you now in his arms
Thinking pain and wishing harm
You left me on a windswept day
Leaving me there with no say

Verse 2
As I looked into your eyes
No remorse cutting our ties
I see you with another man
Whoring yourself where you can

Verse 3
God why do these thoughts survive
Wanting death while she’s alive
Soon it all will be okay
Soon she’ll learn what she must pay
Knife in hand I approach the door
Be together soon once more
Track Name: Fleeting Moment
Verse 1
Can it be that the day we met, The day you went away
The connection that we felt, Wasn’t meant to stay

Chorus
It was just a fleeting moment
Only meant to show us
Our two souls were just in passing
Never meant to hold us
In time

Verse 2
When two lovers kept apart, Fight against their fate
Time stands still, bends to the will, Those feelings wont abate

Chorus 2
In only just a fleeting moment
Two souls can unite
In the time that they’d first known it
Known it by their sight
Felt it in that night
Fleeting from the light they hold it
Hold it with their might
Know that they are right
In time

Verse 3
It doesn’t matter what we feel, Nothing’s going to change
If one person doesn’t give, The other is estranged

Chorus 3
It was just a fleeting moment
Only meant to show us
Our two souls were just in passing
Never meant to hold us
Weak in their boldness
Track Name: Mend
Verse 1
When life gets you down, my friend
And things look really rough
Don’t be afraid or worry
You’re strong enough
Remember the good times when
you are feeling down
And don’t hesitate to call out
or hit the town

Chorus
Life wasn’t always so dark
and the sun will shine again
Just know there are things to hold onto
when you feel it- Mend

Verse 2
You think life’s given you problems,
but I’ve got ‘em too
I lost my wife and my job
yet I’m pulling through
And even though I’ll never
Let go of this pain
It’s made me stronger just
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